Finally, I have finish my common test but I dont think I have confident on the all the papers that I have done... haiyo, past is past, dont need to think so much. Tomorrow got to go back to Yoshi... haha... Quite long time never went back to work and also never went back to see them... But I dont think I will be working in Yoshi too long as I wanna to find a new job...
Erm, In this 2 weeks of holiday, I wants
-study for my BMGT
-slim down
-working and earn more money
-make a birthday gift for my grandmother
-do projects for all the modules
-gathering for clementi friends
OH my god, got so many things to do.... Where got time for myself. haha...
everyone yao jia you!!! haha
As Ever,
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Sad ar... Why so suddenly having flu on the common test week... Like yesterday, while having my MIEC test. I had run out of tissue and somehow hard to concentrate on the paper... hopefully, I can got a great mark than pervious. hai...
As Ever,
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
From the past till now, I will wondering, what if I suddenly pass away... What would my family do for me and where will I go... hell or haven... I know that this a stupid question but I really quite scare. If I really die before my mother and others.
Well, recently, I think my health not so healthy... I got a strong feeling. haha... or maybe I really feel tired. haha...
Frankly speaking, Whenever I felt sick I will think about "what if this", "what if that"... I dont know every human do that anot, but to me I do...
I used to watch TV and from there, I started to imagine what if I in that situation. haha... stupid girl rite!
Anyway, I really got a lot of problems that really trouble about me...
As this year going to end soon. I would like to do a feedback about myself... haha... sound very funny rite! But this can help me, maybe to become a better person...
As for my Study- well I really have try my best and went into the poly, and now really try so hard to do well in there.
To my work- quite happy can find a new job that require to work on sunday and as for yoshi, I dont know should I work or quit.
To my family- I dont what to do as to my sister. somehow I knew I am wrong but why is she so onto her friends than the family, as the friends, why cant they think more for her....
To my relationship- haha still single, dont know what is love to me... As I really wondering why is so hard for me to find a really love me and I love him too... from the past till now, I dont really have crush on a person before my real life...(may I forgot there was one) haha izzit a bit funny... I find it funny too...
I find myself really a failure. To family matter, relationship and maybe to my work too. Now my health also got problem... HOw sia... SO SCARE.........
As Ever,
Thursday, December 06, 2007