It's since such a long time I didnt update my blog!
I felt so terrible because too many things happened! Until now I counldnt help up at all. I feel that I really very useless.
today, I have no mood to do thing and have to force myself to do the housework! Now I need to become stronger and took care of my family!
I really want to change my attitude toward my mother but sometime I really cannot control myself! I know my mother could not stop worrying about us. as to her, we are still kids!
What can I do to solve my sister not so hate my mother?
During my sister was hospitalised and everyone have to go visit her almost everyday. It really making us tired! Making everyone cant stop worry! Making everyone cant sleep and eat well! I really worry about my mother and grandmother too!
I really cannot understand why my sister cannot really understand my mother. Cant she try to listen to them and cause less problems!
hai~ staying in hospital, like making herself more sick and lazy... the problem is the doctor keep saying the same thing! everytime I went there I really feel very angry... I angry was why cant she try to eat more and think position way that how mother treating her is for the sake of her good.
frankly speaking, I dont really like the girl now~ I think i can accept ba. hai~
As Ever,
Sunday, August 08, 2010