I really angry with you now! I know from the start till now you dont like me but I have try my best to satisfied you! To you, I damn useless, nothing good!
WHY AM I WORKING SO HARD!!! FROM PRIMARY 5, I told myself that I must for well and make you proud of me! From secondary school, I also told myself that I have to help you to give you have a better life in future!!! Therefore, I study hard and not giving any trouble, helping you to do housework look after sister!
In ITE, I work part time, tried to earn my own daily expenses, school fees and if there is enough to give you. I surely will give some money to you!
I know I not the prefect one but cant you think everyone in this family tried to minimum your burden! Did you know??? I dont think you know!!!!
Sometime, we were rude to you but cant you think in our shoes? We did think of you that why we work and study at the same time! Every time, you said we giving you pressure and stuff. Hello, who giving who pressure? Not only you the one earning money and support this house! Everyone is doing that! Is just that you didnt got to see! Please la, now I start to work and really can help you, I will do my best and also I want to enjoy those days what I have miss too right!
Sometime, I was so envy of my friends. They can enjoy their school life, they can go holiday, shopping and etc so easier! For me, I also want to have some happening but cant!!!
Now start to work, but I also hard to fulfill my dream directly but you have already giving me
pressure!
Help! Thus, I hate you have a stupid thinking is that everyone in this house should not study so much and faster go earn money for you to minimum your burden!
By the way, I stress not because of study work!!! IS BECAUSE OF YOU!!! DO YOU KNOW? Sign~
What I want from you is just that "Please admit that you are wrong"! Further more, if you dont trust me just dont tell me thing so many secret! Thus, I not that BIG MOUTH like you!
As Ever,
Thursday, April 22, 2010
